Disciplined

I am not disciplined. I never have been and the condition has been made worse in the last three years since I've haven't had a regular job. I just sort of do what I want, when I want. If I want to spend all day in my pjs, I do. Want to go to the gym, ok... don't want to go, ok.


I will forsake all my responsibilities and commitments to stay just one more minute with my phone in my hand tethered to Him at the other end.

I need Him to provide the structure. To know where I will jeopardize areas of my life to do His will and NOT allow me to do so. I need Him to recognize this weakness and work to help me correct it.